Be the Cause

The best day yet…

Today, we finished day #2 in the Molweni village outside Durban. Its not a township, but an actual village. Yesterday we worked in 3 teams: 1 team painted inside a small structure that has been built to serve as 1 of 3 childrens homes being built on this property, another team erected wooden posts around the property so a fence could be put up and my team cleared a piece of land that would be used as a vegetable garden. I was dirty from head to toe (my normal gardening style). Every bone in my body hurt yesterday and I have blisters on both hands. All three teams workded so hard yesterday to complete our tasks with very basic tools, but we did it! Today, we were going back to help with this villages first Christmas party and I told myself “no gardening” , but when I got there and saw that the soil still needed a lot of work before anything could be planted in it, I picked up a pik and got back to work… right now everything REALLY hurts and my blister looks kinda different than it looked yesterday….but I wouldnt have it any other way. This village is in the bottom of a deep canyon and doesnt get much attention. Its very rural, very poor, and very affected by HIV/AIDS. The group we are working with, Lean On Me, started this childrens home project when a lady from the village, whose sister had been raped and killed there, came to them asking them to do something to help with all the problems in the village. Instead of leaving the village after the death of her sister, she wanted to do something to improve the quality of life there. I’m seeing this type of attitude everywhere I go in the country, Its amazing. Lean On Me and this lady, Winnie, went to the village headman and he agreed to donate a piece of land (where Winnie’s sister is buried) for this project, which will be 3 small structures/houses called a childrens village, which will care for sick children. Before the project began, a Zulu ceremony was preformed and the land was blessed. The project started in August and should be done within the next few months. The climate in Durban is very tropical, but today is actually the first day it has been HOT and HUMID. At noon, we all stopped working in the garden and came to help with the Christmas party. It was the first party this village has ever had. Jason was Father Christmas and he handed out gifts to probably 200 people in the Santa costume in sweltering heat. He put EVERY SINGLE child on his lap and said Merry Christmas and handed them a gift that had been wrapped and catagorized by gender and age range. Jason is the best!!!! All Angela and I could do is try and fan him with paper plates, but he never complained. Thats what I call SERVICE!!!! I’ve been getting a little homesick, but everyday gives me something to be so thankful that I came on this trip that I dont stay homesick for long. I’m learning so much about life and about myself here. Funny how a person can have all the tools imaginable at their disposal to create a “good life” for themself at home, but can never quite be satisfied and then you can come to a place like South Africa and find out that all the tools you really need, you already have… and they dont cost anything.

This is from Monday

Today was just awesome. I was moved to tears of awe and wonder and joy. We went on a tour of the coast and went to the southernmost tip of Africa where the Indian and the Atlantic oceans meet. I didn’t really have any expectations, I was just relieved that I was getting a much needed break from the pain. The ride was breathtakingly beautiful. The whole bus would gasp as we rounded corner after corner to reveal postcard perfect beaches.

When we got to the light house at capepoint, I was a little disappointed to find out that we had to spend an 1 1/2 walking around and eating lunch, which would only leave us an hour to swim at the next spot which had warm water and penguins. I really wanted to swim. (my mind couldn’t accept that there might actually be penguins there)

We had to hurry even w/ 1 1/2hr. we raced up the path and the stairs and up and up and up. When we got to the top, I walked over to the right hand side. I looked over and saw the atlantic. It’s the same as any other beach I’ve ever seen. Beautiful waves, cool steady breeze on my face that lifts my spirits and whispers to my soul.

Then I walked over to the other side. I walked 10 feet and stepped into an entirely different world.

That ocean was so calm and vast it overwhelmed me and brought tears to my eyes. I don’t know why. I felt like Jodi Foster in Contact saying “it’s so beautiful” It just pulled at me from my core. It was just so incredible!

Then I had the honor of going to Hokisa, the orphanage that we supported w/ the walk. That place had the most wonerful vibe! After all of the places we’ve been to and all of the people we’ve been trying to help. Here was an example of what is actually possible with the right kind of intent. I was so overwhelmed. I feel so priviledged that I can say that I had a part in it. I mean, we worked so hard on the walk and it was amazing, but I realized that the walk isn’t over. It’s never going to be over because what we contributed to will affect these kids for the rest of their lives and the ripples of that work will last forever. You would’nt believe it. It was right in the middle of a township, just like the others we’ve been to, but it was it’s own little world of safety and, it was just a glowing light! I can’t think of how to describe it. The magic it must take for this place to exist in the place where it’s at.

We didn’t get to stay long (they were taking the kids to the library!) so we finally headed to the beach. Right when we got there I made a beeline for the water. Something was just pulling me to that warm water. Yes, there were actually penguins everywhere! It was so surreal. The water was crystal clear blue and colder than I expected, but I jumped in anyway, even before most of the others had reached the bottom of the stairs. I swam out as far as I dared, we got a BIG warning about sharks on the way there that made some of us reconsider swimming and honestly, all alone, I was terrified of the dark shapes below me way out there, but I just let that calm smooth coolness envelope me. It was so still and quiet. I just can’t describe it.

The pain is still here. the helplessness. But god, being alive can be so great! My soul can sing.–

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